10/1/2010 - Fate Another

To celebrate the 10th post
I decide to open the blog to the public
The time is after msn with K5464.

I go to Education Fair at KLCC today
My result is: Yes, IMU is the only U
Has the degree course I want in Malaysia
Facts again

I wonder
If I use that much money for IMU
Why don't I just go to Adelaide?

Money says everything
IMU is expensive for me but
I can get a loan from PTPTN
Adelaide is expensive for me
I have not found any loan
But it is a good U for me

Fate, heh
I wonder if my parents will pay for it
This makes me recall something
When I was a child,
My father came and asked me to lend him RM100
I lent without asking anything
He was grateful
He said,
"When I'm old,"
"I will use all the money from my EPF to support your studies."
That time I was kinda touched.

Now
They have to pay for my sister studies first
She "hopes" she can study in Japan
With scholarship
If they pay for her
Like all the time
I wonder, what is left for me?

In fact
I should not worry about financial matter first
To get in the university in Adelaide
I need 5 A1
Language studies
And the topic General Paper are not included
It is so damn hard

But
I can't stop worrying about money
Complicated mind