23/11/2010 - Fool

傻瓜是什么
自作自受

我知道自己的感觉在哪里
可是
对不起，我实在无法面对
因为恐惧吞噬了我

所以我一步都没走过
我能做的
就是看着她一步一步地远离我

我真傻
我竟然选择忘记
真可悲

向别人说我忘记了
简直就是个谎言
即使多么难受
我的感觉还是一样

对不起K1317，杰仪
对我来说忘记真的很难
时间一过就这么多年
她仍然能在我心中徘徊

我仍然爱你
我还是想你
看着你的照片
我有时会傻笑

我从来没有停止爱你
我对你的感情从来没有改变
不，我的心还在不断增加喜欢我对你的爱
我只是尽量保持冷静
不断地回想当我们在一起的时刻

不知道为什么
总会有人认为我喜欢上谁了
以为我终于放下了
我也想啊，大人K5464
其实我看
我根本没换过对象

其实不是我不想
只是很多时候勉强不来
我除了在“忘记”，也在等待
就如K1317所说的
要来则来

可是那个M757却说我的动作
是喜欢上那个她了
是吗？
我自己也无法解读自己的身体语言

我很想要一个晚上
是能安眠入睡
而不是想来想去
拖到不用睡

8/11/2010 - Choices

Choices, we always have to choose in our life.
Yet, we dread regretting.

That is why we always meticulously make our decision.
Our mind can't fill with the pain of that.

Deciding carefully
think 10 times before the action
It sounds so good
But it sounds terrible for me

For me
It would be a terrible thing to do ever
Especially when the choice is only two

Now
I have stopped a taxi for her
And she?
She could be waiting for my words

But
I'm really a coward
I’m passing through quickly when I meet her every time
But I pretended I'm so fine when we are talking

这全部都是谎言

Why
Because I can read the fear
The fear of future
I'm afraid that I will repeat the scenes that have happened to me

I couldn't blame for the scenes that have happened to me
All I can do is, prevention.

I don't know if another 1 is waiting for my words too
Because her friend had dropped a hint
But for this, I have another fear too!

Maybe what I can do is pray for her
也许这像一个傻瓜
但我都不在乎
在我的心底只有你