27/04/2010 - Ambush of K5464

I got a surprise from K5464, Dae Kae Jing today
Altho it was made due to my request(seems like)
But the words
Is actually what I've waited for

Dae Kae Jing
She doesn't act as any special character in my life
But I'm sure that will make you special
You are not a specific one in a specific area
But you are mostly average involved in most area
Haha, 玄 leh, try to understand it la
Since, we will never explain why is it "special"

Maybe she could easily forget someone
I'm not sure(I know she wouldn't)
But I won't forget someone easily
Just like how I remember S3311, See Min

There's uncertainty in the future

Haha, maybe I'm defeated by the fate
Since I have met many ppl who forget me
But I know you are different
Even our part is separated

I will eventually stop you in the street if I see you
And go for a drink
In future of course
We will never flip our eyes and ignore each other right

Well I shouldn't go too far
I will stop around here
What I want to say is
As a friend, we will never explain why shall we do that
My mind can feel it
Just like why u make the card for me
Isn't it?

There are many things we will never do it right?

今日
我非常感谢大凯晶大人
感动到要哭前兆
故特post来记住这件事情

26/04/2010 - Extinction

I hate to tell
I hate to show the deepest part in my heart
I hate misunderstanding

Sometimes
I'm fear of myself
But sometimes,
I feel proud
Who the heck am I

I don't know
But what I know about myself is
I'm abnormal
Haha, could be the only 1 who is
Facing extinction tho

Why I will cry
When I'm looking at the sky
I don't know

Am I feeling sad for my life?
My destiny?
I tried to tell myself
It's fated
But I failed to persuade myself

It seems so stupid
If I'm telling myself
That the environment really promoted me

I'm so lonely sometimes
Like facing extinction
I can bear most thing
Unlike usual man

Just like everyone thinks
孔子is very 贤
While behind the truth
It is just so advertising
I really wonder if they know
Who is 子产
Or appreciate 老子？

Companion?
Yea I think I have some now
And yet I'm still acting kinda weird
I, myself also don't know
I have some "darkness" field
Nobody will know it

I am still doing like
Haha, like GF in FF8
These Guardian Force
I really don't know how to tell
Just
Protecting people around me
I can only feel calm after doing it

Alright, I still can go on
There are many reasons
I never forget my dreams
Like TVXQ did(I'm waiting miracle)
Many things to protect
Just go on

1/4/2101 - Thanks to

今天没什么特别
却也不完全普通

自相矛盾？

没错
一矛盾就5年
首先先谢谢当年和我一起支持神起的朋友
你的“隐形礼物”，有点开解了我
希望你自己看到时知道是你自己啦

当然，一次过“补完”13年的生日快乐也不简单
谢谢你思敏
总算没白认识，哈哈

先讲讲贪方便的干姐们
LOL，竟然买Jusco的“pang+leng+zheng”Cake
不过也是谢谢，很有新意
和心意

然后是老友们
JL的‘礼物’我有LOL到
不过谢谢
KEN的我更LOL
不过你的心意我就收下
TJ难得来祝贺祝贺
自然是回味无穷

大人采用无物胜有物的方法
也很特别啦哈哈
谢谢
Elaine Gan 也谢谢你啊
酱夜来“ei”我

在Australia的几位友人
Vikki、Eevin、zhenhong、Jiayi（?）
谢谢
Vikki的SMS
老远send来是感动下的
不过你还欠我东西

还有3义的挚友们
MY,JY,PY和JY
我真的很谢谢你们
而且并非是一两个字可表达的

还有很多很多人
Jason，神，SL,小丸子，WeiBing，JR......
讲不完了
看我越讲越简介就知道
我在被人催我关机

总之
很谢谢你们
无论是通过FB，MSN，SMS，还是嘴巴
全都收到,谢谢了。